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Yesterday was Wednesday.

Today I have an appointment in the afternoon. I agreed to work on Tuesdays and Thursdays. But, the appointment cannot be changed. 

So I requested for a day off. 

I asked another colleague, to take over today, as an extra shift. But, she was kind enough and gave me yesterday's shift. While working I accidentally hit my head on a hard surface. Work is easy to bring in money. But, the office has more employees than they actually need. It is a management strategy, I realize. The good thing about it is I can take off if I need to.  Bad thing is it is hard to get enough working hours. 

I thought of having 16 hours per week when I took the two-day part-time job. It came to 8-hour weeks! My desire to have a livable income from my business is still not fully realized. 

My inner fears prevent me from finding another job. I know those fears are baseless. If I go out, my skills will still be there. But, my anxious mind tells me the co-workers can be mean and I will have to quit again. How to overcome that? I can give myself till November to get the mental courage to start working full time while working on the business.  

The afternoon was a very sunny one. So, I walked to a couple of stops ahead of my regular bus stop. There are still flowers on the sidewalk. The milder temperatures are really keeping the plants alive. The recent rainy days add more energy to the plants. 

That walk was very much enjoyable. I think I should do more walks like that. 

The bad thing is I didn't have the energy to do any crochet yesterday. 

 

Bindu